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I have a job interview at 9:30. It's for a part time (29 hours per week) job up at the courthouse administration annex building as an assistant clerk. Didn't get any sleep tonight. So anxious. Mom is going to come up and drive up there with me (so that I won't back out on going at the last minute, or never make it inside). I don't even remember what the job description was (when the woman called, Tuesday, she said something like, "You applied for the blah blah job back in March and I was wondering if you were still interested?" It made me think they hired someone, or almost hired someone, and that person must've gotten a better job at the last second. But while I'm sure I could do the job with like ten seconds training (whatever the job is, it isn't going to be beyond my skill set), I'm also 100% sure I can't get past the interview. I have never had a degree that involved being-a-clerk or being-an-assistant. And the shirt that was tight on me (despite being brand new) a few weeks ago may not even fit when I get it out of the closet in a couple hours.

But I was already super anxious because I got an email from the place my brother works for saying I could do an online interview at the time of my choosing, like it would give me prompts to record answers to questions. And it said to try to do it within 24 hours but if not as soon as possible. I still haven't done it. Aaaaa.

And every time I talk to mom she just asks about the car, have I gotten the car towed to get it looked at. And I say no, because I can't afford to get it fixed, so I don't have a lot of reason to get it towed. Aaaaa!

Mom wants to go over after the job interview and get the car towed or something. I don't want to mess with it, as it's supposed to be 95 today, and after the job interview I'm likely to be soaked with sweat and desperate to come home and sit in the dim cool apartment.
Anxiety off the chart.