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Jul. 3rd, 2017 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
7625607This morning applied to more jobs on indeed.com though it seems pretty pointless. Starting to think they're all just scammers looking to get people's personal info. I mean, I don't have any special skills, but a lot of people don't and manage to still get jobs that pay enough to live well. I just need a job that pays enough to live poorly.
Went up to my brother's and took in the garbage cans so his homeowners' association doesn't fine him. Went to the library and had a panic attack in the parking lot before I could get out of the car.
Managed to get inside, finally, and went upstairs and found two books to borrow, and went back downstairs and couldn't check them out because I had an old fine. So then I felt super frustrated with myself.
Came home and was just soaked with sweat just from being out in the 95 degree day. Spent the afternoon doing nothing and hiding from the world in my dim, cool apartment.
Mom texted and invited me to have lunch with them tomorrow for the Fourth. Which is good because I didn't even make it to the store today, and I ate the last of my bread tonight in a peanut butter sandwich for supper (no jelly left).
Went up to my brother's and took in the garbage cans so his homeowners' association doesn't fine him. Went to the library and had a panic attack in the parking lot before I could get out of the car.
Managed to get inside, finally, and went upstairs and found two books to borrow, and went back downstairs and couldn't check them out because I had an old fine. So then I felt super frustrated with myself.
Came home and was just soaked with sweat just from being out in the 95 degree day. Spent the afternoon doing nothing and hiding from the world in my dim, cool apartment.
Mom texted and invited me to have lunch with them tomorrow for the Fourth. Which is good because I didn't even make it to the store today, and I ate the last of my bread tonight in a peanut butter sandwich for supper (no jelly left).
